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Here is made up to narrate a story,a story of a bewildered soul,a story of a prideful one:My narration of beweilderment and pride.But not an ordinary narration;This is gonna be my story based upon my new description of narration!!!:Every simple perception in any way you can tell it is a narration!
Thursday, September 07, 2006
regret
I want to talk to you, but I can’t.” Read it with Scottish accent, as if you are pronouncing a 'u' instead of 'a'."
I do not have enough confidence! And I know why!
If only this could be solved, then I could eventually start my real life! I am trying and I have only a year ahead of myself, otherwise this could result a real mess up!
I surely do not want that, because I am so proud
I regret it now and it’s awfully late. If only two years ago, I had been a little more easygoing, I know, I was right. But with my circumstance, I should not have let her go. I regret it now, and it’s two late. The tantalizing aspect is that, now I can not even act. And that’s horrible.
Friday, August 04, 2006
A new Start
Let’s start again!
It’s been a really long time…
I needed time to recover! To mentally get ready to start writing just for myself! And here I am,Writing for myself again!
I am stoping! Stoping to rely! That’s because of experience! terrible experience! I wish you luck! Because You are not my friend anymore!You don’t know how much you owe and how to make it up! You don’t know who to ask help from! You don’t know how to balance your relations so that you won’t go bankrupt in all of them! Maybe That’s because you are so selfish….
It is Not about me!
I am just an observer of your relations! A little comparison between what you have gambled there on your friends and what you have gambled on me, shows me that I have been mistaking in every moment so far! You didn’t qualify for the next round! You are not the person I want to choose as a friend!
There is just one thing! Be careful! You are too weak ,and you still don’t know it!
Let’s make better friends!
Thursday, July 06, 2006
You are Lying to me! I don't need to ask you or give you a reason!
Your cheerful glimps are telling me!
Why are those glimps glad?
Because This time you are the one to share a secret with, You are the one to know something. And You can't hide it. It springs all the way from your heart!

But, Don't bother,I 'll be fine! As I told you, I don't need your information!
Thursday, June 22, 2006
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish i didnt do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that i could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that i do
And the reason is you

"The Reason" by "Hoobastank" lyrics!

It's fantabulous! Isnt it? I could not even get close to such form to place my sense in it! It's one of few english poems I really Love!
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
-What is your supreme goal in life?
-I would like to present humanity the gift of electricity!
-It has been done by Edison!!!!!
-Then,My job's done.I can rest the rest of my life!
Thursday, June 08, 2006
Confession
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

Lyrics of "Incomplete" by "BackStreet Boys".

P.s: This post is SO purposefully published!
Friday, May 19, 2006
Fuck what I said, I doesn't mean shit now!
I am taking back everything! If there happens to be a wealthy thing amongst them,Tell me what! I could immiedietly fuck it up in your oppinion! How?
Showing that the intention could vary in a vast range: from a benevolent and kind help to a mischievous desire!