Getting sick of seeking sth special in the outer world,I am into my own private & calm one!There is an uncertain perception persisting to start this quest!So let's close the doors!The home is getting rearranged!
Shall the Lord's grace lead me to find some hidden treasures!!!!!Sth SPECIAL

I am an uncongenial patch...&
exhausted of being so!

"If you have one million years of time,you wont be able to remove half of the world's "f... your mouth"s!!!!"
from :Catcher In The Rye!

It's raining outside,so is inside!
An unexpected sympathy!
Does it make me feel special?
of course not!
and...
Surely yes!
...
Rain resurrects me!
There must be life 'herself' ,flowing in the rain's breath.

And...
Suddenly There was!There was sth to shout!
But borning this one would be so much harder!:
Since I've become more introvert!
But isnt that a paradox?getting introvert and tending to write?
Shall it be one!
I dont care...
It has been a long time since I didnt care anymore!
Desire knows no care!as the wise austrian man says:"We Are our desires".
So Let me be mines!
And...
There will be no answer!To anybody!
Shall it be complains or even argues!
Tendency to say has risen up above my logic!There is no more known expedients in my criteria of good relationship!Cuz i ve been alone all along!
And...
Have you ever felt out of place?At Least It Deserves A try!